This
has become such a reality to me that I have no problem in drawing
nigh to the Lord, anywhere - at any time.
No matter what environment I may be in, I know that the
Lord is there with me.
I
received a very practical lesson concerning this while on a
trans-Atlantic flight.
Suddenly, the plane turned and headed back.
I looked out the window and saw what appeared to be a
cloud coming from a wing. Then I saw the same thing happening in
the other wing, so I thought the plane was on fire. Instead, gas was being dumped.
Then
came the announcement, We are having a slight difficulty
and are returning to the airport.
We will prepare you for an emergency landing on the water,
should it be necessary. Please take off your shoes, remove all
objects from your pockets and tighten your belt as firmly as
possible. Be prepared to place a pillow over your
face.
They
said we would gently land on the waves and wait for help to
arrive. They made it sound easy, but I knew it
was very dangerous. I
then said goodbye to each of my family and committed myself
to the Lord. This was the fourth time I have done this.
I
prayed, Father, to the best of my knowledge, I am in Your
will, and if this is the end, so be it, but Your Word says,
Do not I fill heaven and earth? Father, if You fill heaven and earth,
then You fill this airplane, therefore You and I are in this
together, so if we go down, You also are going down.
As I said this, I felt an intense sense of His presence.
We
did not need to land on the water, but made it safely to an
airport. In those situations it is important to
know that He does fill heaven and earth, and to understand what
that means to us.
On
another flight, I was over the Amazon jungles in a plane that
was having trouble. I
sat by the window and watched as we came very close to the trees. The crew was serving sandwiches to keep
the passengers occupied, but no one was eating them as they
were watching the trees.
Again, I had a profound sense that the Lord was in the
plane with me and that He would bring us through safely.
Once
again, on a flight in the same area, the lightning was extremely
severe, brilliantly lighting the sky with one flash after another. I sat there and wondered where it would
hit next. It was
so comforting to be able to say, Father, You and I are in
the plane together. To me, His omnipresence has become very
personal and real. It
is not merely a theological fact, but rather, an intense reality.
Jesus
said in Matthew 6:6, Your Father which sees in secret shall
reward you openly.
The word secret tells us that although we may
be totally unaware of His presence, He is there, watching and
listening. This knowledge of the omnipresence of
God is a tremendous help in prayer.
We may pray, feeling no response or presence - absolutely
nothing, but in confidence we can say, Father, I know that
You are here, and I thank You for Your presence.
Whatever
we may be doing, or wherever we may be, we can abide and rest
in His presence, knowing that He is with us.
And often, when we acknowledge His presence, though we
may feel nothing, He will come and confirm the fact that He
is present.
This
manifestation of His omnipresence, which I experienced, can
be spoken of as the localized, personalized, manifest presence
of the Lord Jesus Christ. Jesus said, Except you eat the flesh
of the Son of Man, you have no life in you. He was the visible embodiment of the truth
of God.
If
you will accept and eat these experiences that I share with
you, the truth in these will also become meat in your spiritual
life and experience. The Lord often uses my experiences as
His way to impart His truth and life into others, who are spiritually
hungry and desire to know Him.
These
experiences are not just interesting stories, but the embodiment
of the truth. They
serve as illustrations, but they also are demonstrations of
the truth so we may know how truth can be applied to our personal
life experience. Also,
it is important to know that there is a price, which must be
paid by those who would press onward into all that the Lord
has to offer.
I
had spent a weekend ministering in Altoona, Pennsylvania. Monday morning, I was at the railroad
station reading the morning newspaper.
I received a slight check in my spirit, and
knew what it meant. This
was a quickening of the Holy Spirit to call my attention away
from what I was doing, to the Lord. I folded up the newspaper and said, Father,
what do You want?
At once I received a spirit of prayer and intercession,
which lasted all the way to Philadelphia.
Each
Monday night, I teach a class in Philadelphia, in connection
with the Bible School where I am a teacher.
When I arrived, I thought I would get a Chinese dinner,
but again the Lord checked me.
I knew that this meant that I was to continue praying.
I returned to my room at the YMCA, and prayed until the
time of the meeting.
When
the time to teach came, I said, The Lord is present tonight
and the power fell. At
the end of that meeting, someone remarked, When you came
in, we could feel the presence of God walk in with you.
I had spent all day in intercession, giving myself to
the Lord. We had a marvelous move of the Holy Spirit
for five consecutive Monday nights.
A
pastor who did not like what was taking place, complained to
the denomination to which I belong.
Two officials came to my office at the Bible School.
They said I was not doing any teaching in the night school,
but was stirring up the people and that this was to stop. My response was that the Lord was pouring
out His Spirit, and that needs were being met in profound ways. I added that I thought this visitation
was a wonderful thing.
Then
they said, We are receiving complaints and we want you to
stop it. I said, But what if the Holy Spirit
continues? I did
not start this visitation, I merely cooperated with the Spirit,
and put no hindrance in His way.
They responded, We believe that He is finished working.
I
asked, But, how do you know, you were not there? Again, they said, We want you to tell
the students that the Spirit is finished working, and that you
are going on with the classes.
Then they left.
A
short time later, I was the speaker at a camp meeting, and the
Holy Spirit wonderfully moved.
Again, the Church authorities came and said, We want
you to stop whatever it is that gets you involved in these so-called
movings of the Spirit. We are being told that whenever there
is one of these stirrings, you are in the middle of it. I had thought they would be glad that
I had given myself to fasting and prayer, in obedience to the
Holy Spirit.
That
night I was unable to sleep, for I felt very discouraged. My superiors were telling me to stop the
moving of the Holy Spirit in the classes, and I was being criticized
for having a move of the Holy Spirit in the camp meeting. I thought, I will quit.
The
next night, I quickly fell asleep.
At that time, we lived in a cottage, which had three
wooden steps leading to the front door.
I was awakened out of a deep sleep by heavy footsteps
walking up these three steps. Somehow, I instinctively knew that this
was the Lord. I
heard Him take hold of the knob of the door.
This knob usually rattled, and I heard it rattle.
I heard Him turn the knob and pull the door open, step
through the door, take hold of the inside knob and close the
door.
I
heard Him walk through the dinette.
He stopped at the door to my bedroom and then He spoke
in a rich, deep, masculine voice.
He had come to reassure me that He was with me and that
He would protect me against all my enemies.
I clearly heard this audible voice with my physical ear.
After
that, He turned and walked through the dinette, turned the knob
and opened the front door and then closed it after He left. I heard Him go down the three steps.
This was a personal visit from a personal Christ, in
a time of deep distress, when I was about to turn my back on
the movings of the Holy Spirit.
This visit gave me the strength and will to continue,
and to pay the price for His presence.
Later,
I met with the pastor who I felt had complained and he acknowledged
that he had done so. I
asked if he would be interested in hearing how this move of
the Holy Spirit had come about, and he said he would.
After I shared with him, he bowed his head and tears
literally flowed down his face and he asked if I would pray
for him, that he might have such movings in his ministry. The Lord had visited, and then vindicated
me.
I
then asked the Lord if there was a Scripture which would confirm
that I had literally heard the Lord walking.
In response, the Lord drew my attention to Genesis 3:8.
The
Lord loves everyone, but this love is for those who meet
the conditions He sets forth.
The evidence, or reciprocation of this love is that He
will manifest Himself to them. In the original, this word, manifest,
means that the Lord will make Himself personally real.
Thus, Jesus is saying, I will plainly show Myself
to him.
The
Pulpit Commentary, which refers to Thayer's Greek Lexicon, says
that this word, manifest, is so strong that it can
mean nothing less than a manifestation of the presence of God,
perceivable by one or more of our human faculties.
Thus,
it is possible for each one of us to experience the
personal presence of the Lord Jesus Christ in our lives.